Raphael Ruin

Well I aint been online for such a long time lately due to running round like a nutter everyday working my ass off, that all this seems a little weird coming back to post on here now...especially this early in the morning anyway.
So whats been happening with me then, well Not much really other than the obvious, I got myself stuck headstrong back into my job and gained my Personal License which enables me now to sell alcohol as an official publican hoorah!...Yup!, I really have come a very long way in the past 10 months & can honestly admit a serious change in my personality although it was not an easy transition at all to learn but I think now I can honestly say I have mastered it. I have done the occassional security jobs in the start of the year but have solely confined all my energies to be directed back into the Pub & its clientele to which I live at still. When I first took the job here I had to think outside the roles of a doorman & learn to be far more laid back & relaxed & yes even happy which did/does involve me smiling quite a lot. I know its hard to even imagine or maybe even impossible for some but when I started working behind the bar all those months ago, I still couldn't get out of the frame of mind of thinking like a doorman still...I was always at the first sign of a raised voice or atmosphere change jumping straight back into Security mode which upset a lot of the customers here at the bar but thankfully over this past year they have all come to know me as a better person & always tell me of their joy to see me become the welcoming individual I am today with a comfortably relaxed frame of mind always about me now, so yeah you could say Im feeling pretty pleased with myself sure, & of course I do feel like a whole new person aswell, but thats what a bit of good hard work does to you when your fulfilling a 7 day week rota on shifts in excess of 10 hours or more, but Im not complaining coz now when even in my own time, I can but only find myself further working to better revenue for the pub...& I enjoy devoting my time to a cause I deem worth while. Its taken me a lot of hard work but I thankfully have now managed to take control of my accounts & finances by handling my debts properly to leave me in a positive position that I could not see any escape from this time last year.So yeah sure I feel much better within myself nowadays and manage the pub quite affectionatly to standards that the locals & regulars are more than happy with, although All was not always such an easy job as when I first started in this trade I actually depended upon my strengths in my doorman attitude to clear the piss-takers & disrespectful types out of the venue to which they thankfully have not returned to this day, so that my customers now all feel far more welcome & able to relax again. I find myself when either on or off the clock to devoting all my efforts to the customers & improving the quality of service available to them to be that of a far more professional status that they can always feel at ease with, hence I even often proclaim that I would not let customers seem to idle at the bar for longer than 90secs before they are served as the service response time they had known before had not been at most times even close to this & Im still working to decrease this time scale, Hell I even find myself serving serving several customers at once now & thats something I never thought I would be capable of handling, but when I just keep thinking about what would piss me off if I was in their shoes & forced to wait ages to be served,...so I do the best I can to make sure they dont get the chance to stand idle without being served. I cant understand how radically I have changed in myself lately or when it happened, as the rolre in which Im in now has me breaking my own expectations on a daily basis by keeping myself busy as much as I possibly can of course,...but It goes without saying that I never thought I would have changed so dramatically as this 12 months ago & if anyone had suggested it, then I would have laughed as a a response to them. But here I am now doing everything everyday, exactly the opposite to what I thought I wasn't capable of doing before...I even undertaken everything from the roles of cleaner to cellarman, from gardener to kitchen cook, from maintenance worker to the managers roles...I've Surprised myself so much that now I think I have deserved a reward, So tomorrow afternoon I finally get to jump on a plane & goto spend a week in Cyprus which according to the weather forcasts is a great time to get away from this cold front & wet weather thats hanging over london these last few days & is said to continue through to the weekend apparently so I could have timed it just right with my colleagues that we are going to miss the majority of it & have to endure a much higher climate from one of my colleagues properties coz he actually has his own villa that four of us are going to stay at which is just outsides Larnica.
Everyones telling me that I should kick back & relax as it will be probably my only chance to rest from the pub trade for a while & I should enjoy birthing my passport for the first time as yes you guessed it...Im a travel~virgin that aint gone further from home than coastal England up & down the country (other than the occasional trip to Ireland when I was knee-high to a grasshopper, if there ever was such a time of course, but then as ireland is part of the U.K, then you understand what I mean by saying I aint been anywhere further!),...So I am looking forwards to the Holiday since Sin got me my first passport the other year...thankyou sin,...( I had trouble understanding a legal document back then & needed a trustworthy person to guide me through it otherwise I still wouldn't have managed to pick-up my passport to this very day I am sure of that!), however I really aint looking forwards to the flight ( I always thought my first flight was gonna be handled more comfortably than this), coz my feet were always meant to be able to feel the ground or sea beneath them...but the thought of being right up there quite frankly has me at a nervous disadvantage at this time I admit. I just keep thinking that its only a couple of hours in the air then I can chill for a week before having to go through it all again on the return trip. I have been offered some valium to calm me should I get Anxious at the time but my colleagues & flatmate claim that knowing me the way they do, they are positive that once we're on board that plane...I'll get such a rush that I'll enjoy every minute & not want to get off the damn thing. Well, I dont know & I guess we'll find out tomorrow then wont we, but where in the hell can I get something to smoke when Im out there?...I want to know?...I suppose I wont have any need for it if Im there to relax anyway so I suppose I can go a week without it. But when I come back on the 6th June it will be back to working my guts out back at the Pub in order to get ready for my SUMMER~BEERFEST right here from 19th June till 23rd June...Opening up both the bars in the main room & back room just like last years but only this time more effort will have been directed into it as the last one was somewhat slack on the side of effort that the then Acting Management seemed a little more than just a little out of their league at being able to handle. So this year Im devoting time & effort 101% into making up for the last one as that sort of experience is un-imaginable for me now in this position seeing as though I know a Seriously Far Greater Deal than was on offer to me last year & this time I shall be Prepared to make it a Greater Experience for All those in Attendance...& That I Can Solemnly Swear!
In Other News,....I be driving myself mad with another old Gold Relic of a Motorcar these days in the Form of a W - Reg BMW 732i...So whose gonna do the math for me to tell me its age decide a topic for me thats had me & my flat mates in an uproar over plz?....

Q:How Old Does The Car Have To Be Before It Becomes Vehicle Tax Exempt?
someone plz put an end to this discussion before it gets outta control for me here coz the answers offered from each of us differs by means of 25 years old to 28 years old right upto 35 years old...? Does Anyone Know Plz>?

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Bar Staff Vacancies with Good Rates of Pay & Plenty of hours to hand out in a quite off street local Ale House in Seven Sisters.Apply within or at the following link for further details if intrested, but Applicants Must be fluent english speaking & sociable appearance for the neighbourhoods friendly local clientele'.
2 Bar Staff required preferrably female but not essential & a cellarman needed now, but will have more available very soon....

See Link for contact & travel/direction details : www.IndividualPubs.Co.Uk/Oakdale

Since becoming more official in the Management Roles now, I need more staff to work under me in a fair & comfortable enviroment with its own brand of advantages, in an atmosphere thats relaxed and free of stress or troublesome enviroments that swamp so many venues these days.
Applicants wont be disappointed...Definate Bonuses available also to the right ppl.
( I already restocked the jukebox too huh-ha!, So No Toss Trax are played, then the pubs got a games room, & pool table, beer garden & private forecourt off street parking & a large lounge with ample space in front bar area for over 150 comfortably to manouver, a large kitchen up on the first floor which is also crying out for a chef/cook if anyones a dab hand in the white room.Big Screen Tv with Sky hook-ups obviously...I like watching Scuzz Music Tv personally.Games room converts to function room with its own bar,darts boards,hardboarding flooring,pool tables, air hockey & foozeball tables too. Never a dull moment here these days and a certain bonus for customers/residents is that our free to use plug - in and go Internet wi-fi network is active 24/7 for the benefits of those bringing the laptops with them.I aint rich enough yet to weight out for pub owned work stations yet but we're doing the best that we can atm, with plans to expand further afield over the coming months.Local shops,Deli,Butchers,Takeaway & corner-style shop sit only next door & 7 sisters rd is only a mere 100yards from the front doorstep too. We are at the St.Annes end of Hermitage Rd, on the corner of Oakdale road aswell in Seven Sisters , with loadsa work available with a generous rate offered.
Contact me or Joz via above website information or pop in for a friendly chat & jar maybe.
Thanks.


R.R.R.

Hiya All,
Well, I aint done this L.J. thing for a while now as have just been working far to hard lately in order to get my finances well & truly sorted finally, so hopefully now if Im not distracted in some way or another, I'll be able to get back to finding lovely pics from across ze web to share with you all (shhh, Davina....I think I sussed LJ Cut now too!, it had to still be demonstrated to me tho coz I is such a spaz!) but before I get back to my old humourous cruel & sickeningly funny inspirations I have to report that whilst pulling a double shift two floors below my place in the pub last Sunday from 11am-Midnight...my room in the pub upon the upper level was robbed (whilst I was unaware two floors below in the bar working) of only a few items but they are costly items and very much endearing sentimental items to myself, namely my Playstation2 complete set-up with memory cards & Games, Mini-Disc Player, CD's & Dvds, which were All taken away in my record bag.
Taking my record bag at least would give cause for people's attention to stand up & take notice as it was my old work bag with "EROTICA" emblazed in big white lettering across the front of it (there were very few of them made, under 40 in total, of which I was given one of), So if upon anyones travels ya see this bag...well, I would appreciate being pointed in the right direction as many thanks with a plentiful drink would be gladly offered. Here's the crunch point tho,...the night before downstairs in the pub we had a birthday party for a gothic girl named "Maria" to which quite a number of people attended ( apparently a lot of people that frequent DEAD & BURIED , & THE WATER RATS ) & Through honest generosity when it all started to come to a close at the end of the night, the guvnor Steve offered people to crash if they had nowhere else to go...(he was trying to be nice to the guests?). So anyway, these guests from the party were given lodgings for the night through-out the pub & stayed well into the following day always going back & fourth through the pub to gain access to the seperating flat between my floor and the bar, so they were told that they had No reason to even goto the top floor & Not to go on a wander & definatly not to enter the other residents rooms too, but everyone knew I was rushed off my feet working the bar so there was no way I would interrupt them now would I. This maybe just all speculation at this point from me but the full facts that were found out by myself from Steve after I noticed my possessions gone were that he had generously let two girls stay in the office on the top floor just down the corridoor from my room as due to over crowding elsewhere thru-out the building there was no sufficient space to put anybody else...He did assure me that they can be trusted & left un-supervised because they were his friends but to gain a contact detail for either of these two girls seems to be a mission for him or he is just reluctant to help.So I know the name for One of them which I wont make public just yet ( but I am definatly gonna want a chat), but if anyone goes to either of these clubs and knows a lot of people there then plz contact me via email (bigrobruein@hotmail.com) or phone ( 07985-730467 ) & let me know where I might be able to visit these people, thanks & Dont worry...I'll keep your name out of any of the enquiries that are made on my behalf by myself or any other, totally secret. I dont mind the little stuff thats gone but the ps2 has sentimental value to me that just cant be matched as easily as buying a new one & yes Im quite annoyed to say the very least but what does anyone expect really?...I did recognise a few faces that were here last weekend tho from the clubbing scene either at Slimes, Ballroom or SC so I'll probably be coming to the clubs again for a few weeks now until the possessions are recovered, I never forget a face...& I aint gonna forget this act of deceit. Or I gotta gather All names etc who stayed & hand to the Police to enquire about for me.
Any questions, then I'll post updated info as I get it.
Thanks in advance if any help is aided.
(Purple Stu...I'd like a chat mate asap, plz call me on the above number when you get a chance...Thanks)

If Anyones Intrested: The picture below shows a 48 channel Lighting/Sound desk with built in Masterpiece & Even its own cigarette lighter among seriously loadsa other stuff on it, to much to mention...but its taking up space here & Im looking to out it for either a respectable price or fair aggreement with anyone who wats to take it off my hands.Its a ZERO88 Desk, so a few years old now but the thing took two of us too carry it from the car coz its like about 4ft maybe more in Width, then probably 3ft in Length & probably bout 10inches High from the base to its Peak.My estimations maybe a little out & should be noted but it covers an entire 4 person pub table with extra on all sides so maybe that gives u an idea of its size if that helps, Anyone intrested contact in the same manner as before? ( Might be too big for personal use, so maybe offer it to clubs or promoters, I dunno? )



A couple of light hearted Jokes to Finish on, to show I still Laugh occassionally:

Q: How do you crucify a Spastic?
A: On a Swastika.

Q: Whats the difference between Jesus & a Picture of Jesus?
A: It Only takes 1 Nail to hang a picture.

Thanks All, Cya Again...Hopefully.

Deep meaningfull lyrics that get me right there everytime hence probably why this song seems to be playing on loop over & over here now.

AWESOME TRACK

Blue October - HATE ME

(Verse 1)
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

(Chorus)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

(Verse 2)
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

(Chorus)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

(Verse 3)
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

(Chorus)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

Hate Me--Blue October
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The Cs and Ds of Wisdom :



• Chipped dishes never break.



• Change is inevitable, except from a vending machine.



• Clearly stated instructions will produce multiple interpretations.



• Common sense is not really common.



• Competition brings out the best in products and the worst in people.



• Confession is good for the soul, but bad for the career.



• Confidence is the feeling you have before you understand the situation.



• Conscious is being aware of something; conscience is wishing you weren't.



• Creativity is no substitute for knowing what you're doing.



• Defeat is worse than death because you have to live with it.



• Diplomacy is the art of letting someone else have your way.



• Don't stop to stomp on ants when the elephants are stampeding.



Words of Wisdom.



Never fight ugly people, they have nothing to loose.



If money could talk, it would say goodbye.



I still miss my ex...but my aim is getting better!



I have a plastic gun...excuse me?



Heaven doesn't want me, and Hell is afraid I'll take over.



*Acquiring New Targets...?*

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Have Fun This Weekend All?




L8ers...maybe?

























Have a Good Weekend!

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check movies 3,6,7,8



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Did I post this already, I dunno...



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"My orders are simple, plain and clear. Murder on command and have No Fear"!.



~ "In my heart I know what’s right, to do what I must for My Nation's fight!".



There's Only One thing left to say...



Any Last Words...?



Theres Nowhere To Hide...!



Only a week till the club, *Fingers Crossed*



...It plans to be a real Blast too! (Hopefully things'll go right for a change!) LoL

love & hugs ta Ya'll!

(Btw, Special Pirate Party going on @ "Intrepid Fox", Wardour Street, London Tomorrow from 18:00 ).
[Admission is £3, Unless ya know someone connected o course shipmates, aaaargh!!!]

How be ye all upon this glorious day then?



Follow the sign's to ultimate conquest?


Next image taxed from crew-mate 'Lindsay' thank yee brudder!


Warning too ye!


Notice 01:


Notice 02:


Warning!


Hmm...?


This Looks Familiar?


Maybe...?


The Answer is:


Think?


The Intrepid Trio:


Males:


Females:


To a Lady that once kicked my ass?...Any Guesses?..?.


For You...My Dear?


Laters All!

This Heatwave is fucking draining me of just about All my energy these last few days, well where does this Session lead me I wonder?

You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism. </td> Satanism 100% agnosticism 96% Buddhism 92% atheism 83% Islam 83% Hinduism 79% Paganism 58% Christianity 58% Judaism 50% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com

A Catholic priest in a small rural town was very fond of his 10 chickens and 1 handsome cock he kept in a hen house behind the rectory.
One Saturday night the priest discovered that the rooster was missing.
At the same time the priest heard rumors of cock fights being held in town. Shocked and dismayed, he decided to say something during Mass.
During the following Mass he asked the congregation, "Who among you will confess to
sporting a handsome cock?"
All the men stood up.
"No, no," he said. "That's not what I mean. Who among you will confess to having seen a handsome cock?"
All the women stood up.
"Oh, no," he said. "That's not what I mean either. Who among you will confess to having seen a cock that doesn't belong to you?"
Half the women stood up.
"Oh Lord," he said.
"Perhaps I should rephrase the question: Has anybody seen my cock?"
***All the choirboys stood up.



Well, Hope you have All had a good time these past couple of weeks while I been trying to sort myself out?
"Pat @ The Intrepid Fox" offered Me the door job on a permanent basis now the other night to which I thankfully "Accepted" so now on Fridays & Saturdays every week (from 19:00 til 0:00, unless otherwise booked) you can find me working the door at the Intrepid Fox in Wardour Street (off Shaftesbury Ave & adj.Dean Street) Waa-hey!, & for the Synthetic Culture week once a month on a Friday I'll have one of my lads from the Syndicate stand in for me too.



Well, I had a real hard time at work last Saturday anyway what with the football & everything...situated where I am at "The Intrepid Fox" (just by the junction of Old Compton Street & Wardour Street), it ended up like the whole street turning from calm & peaceful one minute to a free for all the next, All because of some idiots thought it a great idea to sell The Union Jack Flag (dyed in 3 tones of Pink) to all the supporters of the "Gayday" march which got messy when they spilled out of "Old Compton Street" into "Wardour Street" where 100's of Football fanatics were standing in the streets all huddled round the bars big screen tv's for the England game.Supporters filled the bars & filled up the onlooking pavements outside the venues, but All was quiet for the best part of the day until the final result was in & everybody knew England were out.

Well obviously then, the supporters spilled out of the bars into the street, drunk as fuck aswell only to clash in their groups with the gayday supporters who were sporting big pink union jack flags everywhere ya looked. Then I supposes the supporters saw this as a Disgrace to their nations flag & the perfect catalyst for causing a full-blown row. Well, the Police certainly had their hands full I can tell ya as the rest of the night only seem to let roughly 10 to 15 minutes pass each time before another meat wagon was being loaded up with arseholes (for whatever reasons) & sirens blazing driven off to their nicks.



I was so glad when Saturday's shift finished aswell, coz I was adamantly Not backing down to loads of chavd up football fans who tried to get into the bar during the process of my shift. But after work I got to chill out & have a game of pool or two upstairs with "Lorenz" which chilled me out loads b4 I fucked off back to Slimes.


Sunday was a good day as tho it turned out to be for quite a few of us ended up back at my pub (where I live) after the studio, so like 12 noon onwards & really had a Wild style day whilst also celebrating that evening with the Cycowop 21st Anniversary of being in the U.K...too


Plus...I gotta say a BIG Thanks to 'Seamus' for aggreeing with my sense of humour due to these pics I post & for his support after we had a chat at the fox the other night...Cheers Geezer!



Well today now, I have plans to visit some people thats long overdue & also HOPEFULLY (Fingers crossed) have some of the lads coming by to aid me with the van work whilst I continually wait on brother chalky to bring the other van to me with the spare parts in it, like the Engine block mainly as I have the rest in the van waiting to be worked on.

Well this weekend was marginally better than my previous weekends have been of last few months, much to the same enjoyment but really far greater than those before but thats for definately only due to someone-else entirely who just made the weekend all the more worth it to me.

Rock On!

Well today Im 34 years Old, (what an old git I hear you say!)



For those local enough to be intrested. I be having a birthday drink up tonight from 8pm at my place.
Check the following link for my address (I live in the pub remember?)
www.Individualpubs.co.uk/Oakdale

For those also looking for a new hobby then try the following link too:
http://www.maisters.demon.co.uk/

Well, Happy Birthday to me!

Well synthetic culture is TONIGHT and our plans are to celebrate 6 not 5 but 6 ppls bday parties & 1 homecoming celebration for an old friend too.
So looks like its gonna be crazy as a motherfucka, lets hope so!


If ya wanna hear it played tonight tho ya have to ask fer it remember but not just from me but from others too?




Time for silly buggers now?



Tonight sees us celebrate among others birthdays for :


LORD WOZZA Warren!




Antonye PALADIN!





Brother In Arms ---> South African MAX!




King Cunt MYSELF Also!


And also celebrating with a friend whose visiting just for the weekend from Spain too:

Flown in especially to see his mates?

Jason DESTYRE ( ON RIGHT )!

Some pics just fer fun now too?


Hedley!


ROSE (www.industrialbitch.co.uk)



Sunflower Studio's Own TASHA
Stage.1


Stage.2


Stage.3



















And Last but Not Least...


My Brother...CYCOWOP!

HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND ONE & ALL!

Well how is all of ya doing today then?



I hope ya Devil Day celebrations went well?



Mine was pretty Awesome really but enough of that I reckon, for now anyway...?



Im just dying my hair yet again atm, trying to see if this white dye will finally take or get closer than the last application left me bleach blonde over the weekend passed. Hopefully tho, I'll be a better white when it washes out?...Here's hoping?



I met up with Amy,Warren,Alex,Si,Chris & Amanda & a whole host of others too which made the night pass far easier before heading on to the sunflower afterwards.



Well Saturday night at Slimes was Good for a change as System of a down & Rob Zombie were both among others some of the better tunes played out on the goth floor which brought a big surprise to us all there but was enjoyed greatly I must admit.



After the Sunflower we all ended up back at mine utilising the sunny weather & the aid of the beer garden at the pub too which went down great.
All those wanting to come to the pub ANYTIME are WELCOME : www.individualpubs.co.uk/Oakdale



Well, Im going back to my music & a beer for now coz this dye is starting to pleasantly burn my scalp which feels kinda nice atm.



Pay Attention to wonderful photo's of you all, soon to be posted........................................?



Ya will Love 'Em or Hate 'Em (probably the latter), but I dont care...their funny to me!

HAPPY DEVILS DAY
To One & All!

Every Breath You Take :

Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
Ill be watching you

Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
Ill be watching you

Oh, cant you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
Ill be watching you



Since youve gone I been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but its you I cant replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby, please...

Oh, cant you see
You belong to me
How my poor heart aches
With every breath you take

Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
Ill be watching you

Every move you make
Every step you take
Ill be watching you

Ill be watching you
Ill be watching you
Ill be watching you
Ill be watching you...

Love It!

Rules that Girls Wish Guys Knew

First, read Rules that Guys Wish Girls Knew...(previous post)

1. Asking a girl on Friday for a date on Saturday is completely unacceptable. Keyword: Planning
2. Shave every day. One day's growth of facial hair is worse than a girl not shaving her legs for a week.
3. We may be emotional beings, but do not lie to squirm your way out of trouble. We are not as gullible as you think.
4. Learn to clean up the toilet. If peeing standing up is so difficult and you are bound to miss, then may we suggest that you learn to use a toilet brush and sponge to clean up after yourself.
5. We really don't find it attractive when you stand there stratching yourself in the morning, afternoon or night- please do it in private.

6. Don't do it, if you're not going to follow-thru. A woman would rather not have sex at all, than to have it and miss the climax by a mile because you weren't up for the challenge.
7. Don't fix it if it's really not broke. You don't need to take everything apart out of curiosity.
8. Ask for directions
9. If you said you are going to be somewhere at a certain time, then do it. Don't expect us to wait around.
10. Professional Wrestling and Soap Opera's are the same story lines, just different costumes. So don't make fun of us for being hooked on Y&R when you are hooked on WWF.

11. "I don't feel like talking right now" is an acceptable thing to say- Unacceptable thing to do is sit there and pretend you're listening and just say "uh huh" and "yes Dear"- it's condescending.
12. Get rid of your holey underwear.
13. If you can ogle so can we!
14. One remote is ENOUGH... no need to have a control tower in your living room.
15. Couch Potato is not a sport, so don't try to be an All-star at it!

16. Your way is not always the right way. Learn to say- "I was wrong"
17. If we can't talk to you during a football game, then don't try to get our attention during Ally McBeal.
18. If you say you are going to do something, then just do it. Don't sit around thinking of creative excuses why you couldn't get to it.
19. We are not your mothers, so don't expect us to clean up after you like one.
20. SkyLine Chili is not considered a romantic dinner for two.

21. We have other friends of the male gender, so leave your jealousy at the door!
22. If you concede to let us decorate the house without any input from you, then don't complain when everything is in frilly flowers, and pink motif.
23. When wearing a dress shirt, wear an undershirt underneath. Nothing worse than seeing a man's hairy chest and nipples through his shirt. (PINK PINK PINK)
24. Hey, we CAN be friends with our ex's- so deal with it!
25. We understand that you have to put on a manly act in front of your friends, but in the privacy of your own home, it's okay if you just want to cuddle.

Rules that Guys Wish Girls Knew



1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear.
2. Learn to work the toilet seat; if it's up, put it down.
3. Birthdays, Valentines and anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present once again.
4. Sometimes we're not thinking about you. Live with it.
5. If you think you're fat, you may be. Don't ask us. (besides, we're not suicidal enough to answer anything other than "no" anyway)

6. Sunday Sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. It can't be altered so just let be.
7. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as sex, shortstops and carburetors.
8. Shopping is not a sport
9. Anything you wear is fine. Really
10. You have enough clothes

11. You have too many shoes
12. Ask for what you want. Subtle hints don't work.
13. No, we don't know what day it is. We never will. Mark anniversaries on a calendar.
14. Yes, peeing standing up is more difficult than peeing from point blank range. We're bound to miss sometime.
15. Most guys own two or three pairs of shoes -- what makes you think we'd be any good at choosing which pair, out of thirty, would look good with your dress?

16. Crying is blackmail. Use it if you must, but don't expect us to like it.
17. "Yes" and "No" are perfectly acceptable answers.
18. A headache that last for 17 days is a problem. See a doctor.
19. Your mom doesn't have to be our best friend.
20. The man is ALWAYS in charge of poking the campfire with a stick and/or tending the grill.

21. Those male models with perfect bodies are all gay. Accept it.
22. Don't fake it. We'd rather be ineffective than deceived.
23. Let us ogle. If we don't look at other women, how can we know how pretty you are.
24. You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it done, not both.
25. Christopher Columbus didn't need directions, neither do we.

26. You know, YOU can ask HIM out too... Let's spread the rejection around a little.
27. Men are from earth; women are from earth. Deal with it.
28. Anything we said 6 or 8 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. All comments become null and void after 7 days.
29. If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad and angry, we meant the other one.

30. We're not telepathic. We can't read your mind, so don't blame us for not knowing something you expected us to know without telling us. Conversely, you aren't telepathic either, so don't get mad about what you think we're thinking, because your guess is probably wrong.

My current desktop is as follows :



Ive just spoken to Sin & she is well. All things moving along quite happily for her now & good luck to her too!
So for a brighter future we can all enjoy now, all we need do is party some more :



Well relationships are better explained this way I reckon :



Now for some more of my SC Slides Numbers 0 - 10 :

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01:



02:



03 :



04 :



05 :



06 :



07 :



08 :



09 :



10 :



Right that about does it for now till I find more offending posted pics?



Cya All laters :



Btw, Here's 1 for Sin too :



Now click this pic to get full effect :



Right then, till later ya'll :



1 For All :


& All For 1 :


JohnnyBoy41 ( Just for you! ) :




L8r All!

As requested by 'Vix', I offer ya all to visit this link to aid her in her project:
http://bleeptastic.livejournal.com/220486.html



Offer above applies to one and all of course!



Nuffin really to write atm but just thought I would share these anyway as they make me smile so easily :












My NEW Contact card :




The track Im listening to right now is the Cult's : Painted On My Heart, its got some deep lyrics too...?

PAINTED ON MY HEART :

I thought youd be out of my mind
And Id finally found a way to learn to live without you
I thought it was just a matter of time
Till I had a hundred reasons not to think about you

But its just not so
And after all this time, I still cant let go

Ive still got your face
Painted on my heart
Scrawled upon my soul
Etched upon my memory, baby

Ive got your kiss
Still burning on my lips
The touch of my fingertips
This love so deep inside of me, baby

Ive tried everything that I can
To get my heart to forget you
But it just cant seem to

I guess its just no use
In every part of me
Is still a part of you

And Ive still got your face
Painted on my heart
Scrawled upon my soul
Etched upon my memory, baby

Ive got your kiss
Still burning on my lips
The touch of her fingertips
This love so deep inside of me, baby

Ive still got your face
Painted on my heart
Painted on my heart
Painted on my heart, oh baby

Something in your eyes keeps haunting me
Im trying to escape you
And I know there aint no way to
To chase you from my mind

Ive still got your face
Painted on my heart
Scrawled upon my soul
Etched upon my memory baby

Ive got your kiss
Still burning on my lips
The touch of my fingertips
This love so deep inside of me, baby

Ive still got your face
Ive still got your face
Painted on my heart
Painted on my heart




STAY TUNED LATER TONIGHT for recent events log...?

Well hows everyone doing then?

I just had 2 hours sleep which has now left me feeling slightly dazed & confused,...As the following will explain...


Was Elvis a Solar Myth?

Jesus said: "Love thy neighbor." (Matthew 22:39) Elvis said: "Don't be cruel." (RCA 1956)

Jesus is the Lord's Shepherd. Elvis dated Cybill Shepherd.

Jesus was part of the Trinity. Elvis' first band was a trio.

Jesus walked on water. (Matthew 14:25) Elvis surfed. (Blue Hawaii, Paramount, 1965)

Jesus' entourage, the Apostles, had 12 members. Elvis' entourage, the Memphis Mafia, had 12 members.

Jesus was resurrected. Elvis had the famous 1968 "Comeback" TV special.

Jesus said: "If any man thirst, let him come unto me, and drink." (John 7:37) Elvis said: "Drinks on Me!" (Jailhouse Rock, MGM, 1957)

Jesus fasted 40 days and nights. Elvis had irregular eating habits. (e.g. 5 banana splits for breakfast)

Jesus was a Capricorn. (December 25) Elvis is a Capricorn. (January 8)

Matthew was one of Jesus' many biographers. (The Gospel According to Matthew) Neil Matthews was one of Elvis' many biographers. (Elvis: A Golden Tribute)

"[Jesus] countenance was like lightning, and his raiment white as snow." (Matthew 28:3) Elvis wore snow-white jumpsuits with lightning bolts.

Jesus lived in a state of grace in a Near Eastern land. Elvis lived in Graceland in a nearly eastern state.

Mary, an important woman in Jesus' life, had an Immaculate Conception. Priscilla, an important woman in Elvis' life, went to Immaculate Conception High School.

Jesus was first and foremost the Son of God. Elvis first recorded with Sun Studios, which today are still considered to be his foremost recordings.

Jesus was the lamb of God. Elvis had mutton chop sideburns.

Jesus' Father is everywhere. Elvis' father was a drifter, and moved around quite a bit.

Jesus was a carpenter. Elvis' favorite high school class was wood shop.

Jesus wore a crown of thorns. Elvis wore Royal Crown hair styler.

Jesus H. Christ has 12 letters. Elvis Presley has 12 letters.

No one knows what the "H" in "Jesus H. Christ" stood for. No one was really sure if Elvis' middle name was "Aron" or "Aaron".

Jesus is often depicted in pictures with a halo that looks like a gold plate. Elvis' face is often depicted on a plate with gold trim and sold through TV.



Well, I am out of phase atm & not in contact with many ppl although I really wish I was as Im starting to get into lengthy debates with myself all the time now which lead me to the only way ahea, to let chance choose the path of my lifes fate now, Just flip a coin!



Gonna head into Town in a mo I reckon, As my fate has been decided now after that toss!



Its great idea Ive just realised now too, that every action is decided by simply tossing off to them all,lol.



Ive been quite flattered & surprised by the response lately of so many ppl that I would have assumed would be pissed off by my posts & their distinct humourous pics but who have actually told me how great they are! and how much fun they are to read whilst in the office working...it really helps ppl smile during the day & that I shouldn't stop it. I was so taken aback by the reaction as I thought I would have at least upset one person, but no-ones said nuffin bad to me ( so far ) but all complement me instead.



Well that had a reversal effect to the one planned then didn't it! LoL!



Well, Slimes was funny as fuck saturday night as I didnt dance to the music played as usual, coz it reminded me of 'Morphy Richards' being there tbh...(ya know?...Shite at mixing! ) & then at kick out time, everyone vacated the club & its little road by 07.45 too which was well quick & surprising to my taxi driver too, who was now pissed off at no business for himself. Aaaah....what a shame!



Oh well bugger all really to post now but just say I had fun with ya all over this weekend & look forwards to seeing ya all again next weekend...especially the ones that act like they are so hard & not to be fucked with but when they front it & get offered out as a response...the only thing they can do is grass ya to Security to hide behind ( as at least one person at slimes did this week! ), just makes me laugh at how much of a coward they really are!...Im looking forward to seeing them again, verrrrrry much! LoL.



As for working this weekend...I did as much as I possibly could as normal...Anything to help me leviate some of my financial stress atm due to the loan I took out a christmas that served another purpose at the time but ended up only back-firing on me now leaving me a 2 year plan to pay it off & nothing of its general intentionable use to show for it either!...Thats just my luck really & to be expected tho I suppose aint it.


(Click above pic to see full effect!)

I did manage to attend two training sessions this week tho & also serve up a total prick that asked for it too!...That felt good but cleaning my grinders after wasn't so much fun I can tell ya.



Right then, Im just listening to Sin from n.i.n and got it repeated atm because before even meetin my ex 'Sin'... the track was my fav nin track always anyway, quite ironic really tbh but an intresting point that I shared with her. Im just glad we're of the same mind in many ways too, with what we think about certain things as our many ppl out there, but we're ALL friends to each other at least so thats cool.
Now Im on the market again it would seem...Aaaaaaw!



Right Im just gonna get something to munch then down last of my supplies, grab a blade & duster then be ready to hit the town for another night to be lived to its extent...Live it up as if it was ya last!



Ya never know if ya gonna be around tomorrow ( hope not ) so put as much nrg as poss into every second that passes today...Enjoy it while ya can, ya cant take it with you.Can ya?



Right Im off to get my ass in gear so to speak.......then hit the town & probably the Embankment afterwards to end the night if all goes as normal then.
Have a good remainder to ya bank holiday everyone & we'll run into each other (everyone of us!) at some point Real soon...I Guarantee it!
Unless of course today is any of our lasts, so I'd continue the party on the other side then wouldn't I.



Time to hit the clubs then I reckon among other things also, ahem!



Cya All Soon.
Im gonna do best thing I can tonight...and that is sin...?



Sin is the way forwards, but holy worshippers say its all mad sin, personally I think they are the weak willed who need an icon to believe in when they are not of strong enough character to believe in themselves tbh. I know trust me....Sin is NEVER...



Sin is natural & always Puuurfect.



SIN IS THE ONLY WAY TO LIVE! FUN! FUN! FUN!







Cya All Real Soon!



Btw...



Laters All, Good Luck Tonight!







Have Fun!

I posted this once upon the old SC forum & just thought it so funny now that I had to post it again...LoL!

TOP 10 things you should not say to a DJ
(Intended only for humor & not to be taken seriously. Although, 90% of these are true.)

1. Play something good, something that we can dance to!

The DJ has to play for more than one person...so what you hate may be another person's favorite song and EVERYTHING played here can be danced to one way or another.




2. Would you play something with a beat?

You're kidding, right? We know of NO songs played in a club that doesn't have some sort of beat.




3. I don't know who sings it and I don't know the name, but
it goes like this......

Please don't sing for the DJ. They have to put up with smoke filled rooms and dangerous decibel levels all night long...Do them a favor and don't give them a rendition of your favorite song.




4. Everybody wants to hear it!

Oh, sure ... you asked everyone in the club and as their spokesperson, you're requesting the song.




5. Everybody will dance if you play it!

The DJ won't. I guess that blows a hole in that theory.





6. I can get laid if you play it.

Why settle for one night? Buy the CD and get laid for a whole month!




7. I want to hear it next!

The ONLY people who can get away with that statement is the one who writes the DJ's paycheck.


( Click Above Pic Once First, Then Again After Page Refreshes...For Total Effect! )


8. What do you have?

It's a lot easier for you to go have another drink and figure out what you want to hear than it is for the DJ to recite the name of every record in the DJ booth.





9. Hey Man! Nobody can dance to this!!

It's NOT advisable to say this when the dance floor is packed (but some people do anyway)! However, even if there is only ONE person on the dance floor, it STILL contradicts the statement.





10. Play it soon, cause we're leaving!

If your gonna leave after he/she plays it, why shouldn't he/she wait till the very last song so you stay all night!




The next time you request a song, stop and THINK before you speak. And above all....if the DJ has one hand on the mixer and one hand on the deck, and the headphones on....Don't bother him/her....HE'S/SHE'S MIXING!!







And now for some intresting facts, Goto the following link & See what your name say's about you?......Ooooh! :
http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp
What Your Name Means (Numerology) :



You entered: Raphael 'Rob' Ruin

There are 14 letters in your name.
Those 14 letters total to 77
There are 6 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 5

The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom.

The expression or destiny for #5:
The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker.

If there is too much of the 5 energy in your makeup, you may express some the negative attitudes of the number. Your restless and impatient attitude may keep you from staying with any project for too long. Sometimes you can be rather erratic and scatter yourself and your energies. You have a hard time keeping regular office hours and maintaining any sort of a routine. You tend to react strongly if you sense that your freedom of speech or action is being impaired or restricted in any way. As clever as you are, you may have a tendency to make the same mistakes over and over again because much of your response is glib reaction rather that thoughtful application. You are in a continuous state of flux brought by constantly changing interests.

Your Soul Urge number is: 7

A Soul Urge number of 7 means:
With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop you idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.

You are very timid around people that you don't know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don't easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.

The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 7

An Inner Dream number of 7 means:
You dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic, or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning.


Hmm....Well that dont work then does it!



Well if you were at the club last friday night, I hope ya hada good night, roll on next month...!



Right well for now I gotta chill a bit b4 work Tonight at Tower Bridge area apparently at 'The Minories' bar b4 heading onto Slimes as usual for the normal Sociable Saturday evening, then work tomorrow mornin (maybe) then hopefully get started on my van with CM around noon?
And while I wait for the van, I last week put a reserve on a mates old XJ6 to take off his hands too, which I had hoped would be this week but his normal motor is in the garage undergoing repairs atm so I gotta wait till he gets that back before I relieve him of the juicy jag, which could leave me waiting a while now after recent updates from the garage too...which is just my luck aint it!...Whatever motors done first I'll end up with tho & end up outing the other I know it!.But block sizes are virtually identical so I wont lose out either way hopefully, but until then I gotta stick to cabs & public transport it looks like,only a short while tho hopefully ( x fingers crossed x ), I can still get wasted without worrying bout having to drive anywhere at least I suppose atm, hmm...cool.
'J' maybe comin rnd also tomorrow to sort me pc for me too coz I iz fik, & I gotta work Tomorrow night Aswell down in Kingston apparently coza da bloody Bank Holiday Weekend,Damn!...
But It Does Leave Monday TOTALLY Free to Relax for Me...Unlikely but We'll See?
Well, Hope everyone has an enjoyable Bank Holiday Weekend for whats left of it!
Good Luck & Take Care,
Cya.

Well, I hope everyones week has been a fruitfull one as mine has been.
Within my week, I have dropped my tv remote in a pint of water accidentally so now Ive had to re-order a new one coz I been having to use my monitor on my pc as a tv screen coz my tv is poxy useless without its remote which makes it bloody awkward for me to use myself, oh well.Suits me just fine normally but its got no buttons to manually over-ride it which is bollox.Bloody Protech 7295 tv!


Well, Ive returned to my old ways for definate now by spending my nights sitting at the Embankment watching the nights pass by slow as they are, & especially in this hot weather & humid rain storms we been having too,..the nights have felot really good. Just sitting by myself on the wall over looking the river later at night...its so peacefull and hard to compare too, but of all thats available with things to do tho, I see nothing better atm & sleep is Still outlawed to me as ever. I did manage some sleep this week however, even tho I didnt plan for it. I think its somewhere in the region of 4 - 5 hours I managed since the weekend gone so I really aint done too bad really. It just means that it nearly 3weeks Ive got like 9 hours kip altogether.Oh well...


And now building permission has been accepted by the local council for the guy who owns the land in which the pub I live in is on, so now at his convienience, he has permission to knock this place down at any time he wants to make the block of flats he has been planning.Its a real fucka as this means now I have to look for a new place to live asap as he could give as little as 24 to 48 hours notice, for us to find somewhere else?



So thats it! For Now! As I gotta go start looking for some new place to live or end up living out of the van!



Im going for a curry now its lunchtime...

Silence's Not The Way?,
Im Concerned Now & wondering If I should visit?
Its going to be a problem either way, so why not?
My Minds Busy Thinking Of Others Atm: Family,Friends etc...
Exscuse Me...Time to think! :


So From The Web, Try These Instead :


How About Life Before Marriage :


And Life, After Marriage :


A Womans Sign For The Men :


A Bathroom Sign For Both Sexes :


For The Lads, The Sign Of A Perfect Woman :


U May Have To Click Picture (Upto Twice) To See Full Effect...Maybe? :


Be Warned!...The Last Humourous Slide For This Session Is Rated As Follows? :


For Posting...
I Just Find Bits & Pieces Everywhere :


Take Care Til Laters All :)

Silence's Not The Way?, Im Concerned Now.
Im wondering If I should visit ppl or not?
Its going to be a problem either way, so why not Im thinking?
My Minds Busy Thinking Of Others Atm: Family,Friends,Staff etc...
Plz Exscuse Me...Time to think!:


So From The Web, Try These Instead :


How About Life Before Marriage :


And Life, After Marriage :


A Womans Sign For The Men :


A Bathroom Sign For Both Sexes :


For The Lads, The Sign Of A Perfect Woman :


U May Have To Click Picture (Upto Twice) To See Full Effect...Maybe? :


Be Warned!...The Last Humourous Slide For This Session Is Rated As Follows? :


For Posting...
I Just Find Bits & Pieces Everywhere :


Take Care Til Laters All :)

Look What I Found on my back-up files:

Donald Duck, Seen in a Totally NEW Light.

Heres some other Funny Pics U may Enjoy or Not of course?


This Is Just Too Good To Miss!


I Aint Saying A Word...LoL!


Hmm...Funny As Feck...But Wtf!


For All Those Gangsta Wops Out There, Fill In The Form?

Also helping you raise a smile during those Awful Office Hours, Try These:


How Fast Can You Move?


.......Mwaahahaha!


After A Few Jars, We All Wanna Be Irish Really!.

And To Finish This Lunchtime Session, Try These Last 4 Before My Sign Off Pic!


A Guide For You To Work With Everyday.

Not Being A Sexist Tho, Try This 1 For The Ladies!


The Opposite Applies To, Try This 1 For The Men!


With Friday Nights SC Within 48hrs, This May Be Relevant:


Right Then, Im Off To Camden For A Jar Or Two, Be Back For More Funnies Later.
(P.S: If u find a funny pic that would do well to join this lot & the others, send it to me...if ya dont wanna post it, I think they be hilarious!).

Anyway, Signing Out For Now & Leaving You With The Design I First Came Up With For My Security Company, But Had To Reject It After Solicitor,Bank Manager & Financial Backers Showed Their Disapproval To It!...Cant Imagine Why Tho.......I Thought It Was Pretty Classy Myself, But What Do I Know!
Tell Me What You Think, Plz?
( Drumrolls ).......?

Just answering a post back to Crash on here as made me think that some of you, if not infact all of you might see my posts as being random talk & offensive pics etc, but this is not the case.
Yes True that my mind does flick back & fouth lately from depressive states to happier states, but Only as much as everyone elses does aswell so I cannot be ruled out as in a minority there can I. Just that 90% of LJ posts across everyones I view are always complaining about one thing or another, so I add pics to mine to make it more colourfull & break up all the seriousness of a post, is this wrong of me?, for example try this:


However, I dont want Anyone to think Im a Racist (Coz Im Not!), Or a Sexist (Coz really Im Not!) or that I support Cruelty to Animals or such like (Coz I Really Dont!...Im a Cat Lover Me), I Dont support any form of domestic violence or child abuse at all (even tho a pic in my post may say otherwise), & I really Aint Homophobic (even tho as I said before, pics in my posts may give inspiration as otherwise).
Im just a Normal Take-The-Piss-Fuck-Up type guy trying to get a smile out of a few of you in everyday life & if I fail to do so by taking the piss out of other things, well then I'll start on myself to show you I dont give a rats ass about it...I just consider myself a funny cunt is all with a twisted sense of humour:


So, regardless of how provocative or offensive a pic in a post by me may lead you to believe that I would support such actions, then please rest assured as I aint as bad as all that & I really Dont support those type actions that may lead you to believe otherwise ok, Hell Im Irish originally & we have the most jokes made about us in reality but as my old man always says: "dya know why the English make jokes about the Irish sound so Stupid & Dumb?.......So that they can Understand them!".


So just to clarify....whatever my posts may lead you to believe about my way of life or state of mind, Dont assume before you ask me please as this could turn out to be quite the opposite:


I ONLY POST THEM COZ EVEN THO THEY ARE OFFENSIVE TO MOST, THEY STILL REPRESENT BEING A TINY BIT FUNNY OK!


DONT ASSUME THE WORST ABOUT ME THROUGH WHAT PICS HERE DISPLAY, THIS IS ONLY HUMOUROUS TO PASS THE TIME< EVEN THO I WOULD STRONGLY DISAGREE WITH MOST OF THE PICS MEANINGS (No,Really Honest I Would!):



I got so many pics still in my pc hard-drive & held for safety on back-up discs too that I can share with the world & intend too in the future although some pics are far from suitable for displaying & must be kept back although most of them are however always shown at the club as part of a slideshow when I get the disc's to Mick in time to advertise ppls websites or just jokes to general informtion so that the clubbers are informed yet today Im working on a new piece of software that lets me do video feeds instead of slides, so once I perfect it, I'll forward that off to the club instead.Its all very techy stuff for a simpleton like me to take in atm, but Im working on it & hope to sort one way or another real soon:


Right as I only got ONE other thing to say, this means Im almost out of things to post "Huuur--ahhh" I hear you shout, "its about time you low-life"...& all that crap, but if Im 7ft tall (as I am), How can I ever be a lowlife?....Oh well!...must be a backward thinking type idea the 'silver spoon' ppl use as insults thats even over my head, I cant explain it. They be dumb-asses!


The Last Thing I have to ask is For Anyones help as 'Fuck Off Dave' did try to Explain to me how to use the following function the other day but he chose a time that I was wasted and clearly not on the planet to tell me.I saw his mouth moving but never heard No words at all.Strange really how that happens at times & we wernt even in a club or loud surroundings either.Strange. Anyway the function he tried to explain was this one I want to know about but to be told to me in ENGLISH (the not technical form everyone assumes everyone else knows all about,ok!)...So that I may understand it easier, like write it in Crayon or something, assume your explaining it for a book called "An Idiots Guide To....", that level of brain power is all I can stand as music & other things have burnt out most of my logical circuitry that comprises this android brain held within my noggins.Oh yeah...side-tracked again Im so thick!...LOL.


THE QUESTION IS :
"How does this LJ CUT thing work or How Am I Supposed To Use It?...Thanks For Any Assistance Offered One & All"


THE ANSWER IS :
"Your Answer goes Here, just incase you didnt realize List Below & Not in form of Jap Stereo Set Up Instructions Plz?"

Right, other than that...I'll c u all soon on the next exciting installment of "The World According To Ruin...In Tales From The Darkside Of The Womb!"
(Drum-roll...>...>...>...Drum-roll continues to a fade-out, Curtains Close!).


NOTICE:
Remember In Future, We Must Be More Humourous, Ok! :


HUMOUR is Our Life, Laugh


So Many more pics,photographs & links to be posted in the future that some may find in-appropriate but hey wtf?



Cya Soon All!

Well, just flicking thru web pages whilst talking to other mates online via msn or gtalk and a query from a friend has just been asked of me to answer & I swear I had answered this somewhere before on this lj history but I cant find it now when I need it, so I find myself having to explain it.


(Found the above 'on web' & It just made me think of "Sin",dont know y (yes,I do really) but,there ere ya go!

The Question Posed to Me :

"Rob.......tell me something please...Why do you Always seem to keep yourself busy & not relax or socialise with people when your out? Just that in the club Saturday, You seemed to distance yourself from everyone else & hardly interract with anyone at all & you often use tiredness as an exscuse?. So why dont you dance or socialise more or go home to sleep?."

The Answer is simple really :

FEAR, Fear is the reason I dont let my guard down from one moment to another really & always seem to be on edge when Im out, Very much alerted to the most insignificant of things aswell. If need be I'll explain each in turn but individually.Lets see...
A)"Why do I...not relax" ....Well thats just simple really tbh.Its because I like to ensure that everything is going alright while Im there because I realize that the second I drop my guard, something will happen to affect either myself or a mate that I could have prevented. Ive failed people before & it dont make me feel Great so I try not to give Fate a chance really,lol. Seems a slight bit too Paranoid I know but in reality, I know the state of how my luck goes & when things just seem perfect or seem to roll along just fine without a worry to me in the world...then all of a sudden without warning as soon as I lower my guard, it happens. Bang! Suddenly I got a situation going on around me that could have been avoided if only I had been prepared so hence why I stay alert as much as I can.

check this if ya can: http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=662359918&n=2
or this one too, fer a laugh: http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=688709987&n=2

B) I dont socialize that often coz Im mostly just a miserable cunt & I aint gonna bring ppl down with my lifes shit so I just stay away from them really in general...that and for the cact that nine times outta 10 they turn out to be untrustworthy lying bell-ends that just try to blag you all the time. I know who I know & that does me atm, however if someone is referred to meet by one of my mates then 9 times out of 10 I'll give them the benefit of the doubt & be nice otherwise at other times I can be Really Nasty, which aint fair I know but its what happenz unfortunatly tbh.




C)The Reason I Always look or seem too tired is also very easy to explain. Its because I have a few things in this life that really fucking bother Me & that I do NOT look forward to at all.Obviously Death is one of them & Anyone who says their Not frightened of Death is either a Fool or a Liar.I just admit it coz I got nuffin else to lose these days for everything thats ever meant anything to me has Always been taken away from me once I get too attached to them.
Its Life & Life hurts, but Life is Unforgiving in Every manner. Now My life is the Only thing that can be taken that means anything anymore but at the moment tbh, it really Dont rate that much to Me at all. Where as My Passed Memories are Always going to be Priceless to me so that I would Miss. But in Death, its the end so we wouldnt be able to care enough about memories or connections to our living still here on earth now would we coz Death is a doorway that seperates us from this world into the tumbling crushing depths of darkness & solitude which is our punishment for failing until lifes reborn for us all with another chance to prove our worthiness & assend back up into the light of another existance. As what I dunno, but I really dont wanna come back as a failure again, so I do everything I can to help A mate these days but in other times my times spent alone mostly which is cool as people can really really suck a lot of the time.



People you think that would Never be so Cruel or Malicious to You when your close to them but unfortunatly Life once again how to not be so trusting in our expectations of so much from people & trips us up by making the trusted few seem to display All the traits of Pure Hatred to You which drives a wedge between you. It happens, its lifes fault & Not the person but unfortunatly Temptation is going to have something better than that which I could offer for instance to tempt the bond to break.What was the question?...Oh yeah, bit side tracked wernt I,(Should I leave it or should I post it? Fuck it...Its whats in my head I spoze & thats what ya wanna know about so yeah I think we'll leave it).



However, The Reason for me being so tired a lot is because I HATE Sleeping so much that I would be able to live Life so much Happier if I never dreamt again but unfortunatly that dont happen when I sleep. All I can do is think about a certain person or our boys whereas all the time before them I would Always dream heavily about losing my daughter, but Now its always about the boys,a certain lady & my daughter too & that sort of shit is just really scarily fuct up. Too much for me & I aint afraid to admit it at all.It'll probably pass after time Im told but when a bonds that strong...nuffin is ever gonna be able to get close enough to tempt it again...I wont let it.So yeah life & shit needed explaining to get to that conclusion I suppose in the Long run but I Aint gonna be a Coward & Hide it am I.I was asked & Theres ya answer.



"I Take Drugs of Any Kind to keep Me Away from the upset brought on by Dreaming(My Phobia irl). As You can guess that means I go thru one hell of a lot of speed which I do & aint proud of it but its a neccessity to me that I cant seem to face without atm at the very least.Theres only certain times I feel Safe enough to sleep at all but being there at anytime is a rare option for me really".



I sleep when at my folks place if I should ever return (its been nearly 13months since I last contacted them or 8 months since last speaking face to face with a member of my family but I always speak to them via msn or text msgs so it aint all that bad is it) .
I also felt safest enough to sleep when in a house with certain persons too, obviously who say I cant mention them no more as we arent together anymore so that blows holes in that reason dont it.Other than that or being around them...
It leaves one thing which was always always in my vehicle at the time I would sleep (yet as Mr.Chalky is Still pro-longing the remaining work to fix my van,keeping it off the road for so long now as 8 months is starting to draw nearer to the deadline now day by day.
I've almost certainly given up hope of him fixing it at all, so think Im gonna scrap it & just start over with a new vehicle entirely like my brother said he'd help me with. It dont look like Chalky can fix the van so thats why he puts it off all the time. Wish I knew ages ago so I could of sorted another one tho, as too many jobs to mention been lost to it being off the road & I still am losing jobs on a daily basis more now the good weathers arrived.



Fuck I Hate the Sun!...Give Me Ice & Cold Anyday, Hell Even Rain & Electric Storms Too!



Fuck I Also Hate People.



Someone Give Me Some DRUGS ffs!.



Right in around about sorta fashion, Ive answered the question posed to me by mr.m but just took a wider circle in getting there didnt I thats all....but, Job Done.



Laters All...



Oh...btw: If Anyone wants to hear Anything Special at the SC club friday night this week (on metal or middle floor sets) either bung it on the end of my page here or any post I post between now & leaving for the club Friday night for Me to get it in time...(Deadline which is last checked about 21.30 fri ok?).



Cya All Laters (Blindfold going on Now in a sec...& Listening to 'Pulse' to try to Relax my body).



EVERYONE think About 'Angelina Jolie' for a Sec...?

Hi All,
Well the past week has moved along so very slowly for me as Im not sleeping hardly at all anymore again so the days seem just constant and very draining upon me instead of me normally being always so enthusiastic to face a new chalenge & overcome coz failing is just for cowards aint it. Fighting is Always the Only Path of Action that defines winning & losing of overcoming our challenges.Talking about things is all well & good but dont achieve the satisfaction of actually doing something physical that benefits your own peace of mind as turning the other cheek/ or not rising to anothers action just gives them more reason to think they will get away with tormenting you in the future (just like some certain tosser I know who thinks he's funny bringing up stuff I dont wanna hear), but theres only one course of action suitable in all things that makes you fill with the feeling of achievement & gives you the power to get past to carry on with your life...thats to fight it all of course, why be a coward & let everything pull you under?.



Well I had enough of this during the past week & finally sorted work out for myself but not through another random useless firm that only wanna rip ya off...So I got off my jaxy & put plans into motion by means of Licensing My Own S.I.A Security firm.



I have been meeting with financial backers during the week & accountant plus doing all the paperwork involved with a Solicitor (who's family so will get discount rates in the future too, haha! Puurfect!)which led me to Thursday of this week Finalising things and listing the firm as "SYNDICATE SECURITY". I Only thought I had then to go out & find some door contracts to take on my new bizniz venture to get it working for meself & guess what?...
No more than three hours later thursday afternoon, I had three seperate venue clients contact me looking to staff their venues & who were pleased by myself & colleagues performance before that Ive got now these three meetings to discuss permanent fixtures & contracts with them in thre next coming week.
I think thats pretty good for a start, as on the first licensed day for the company, I have been offered the chance to take on a few venues instead of my predicted two that I thought I was gonna have to start. But thats not all, a few hours later my mate Dave calls with another two clients looking to meet for a bizniz chat about taking control of their doors too...Its un-fricking-believable that this now happens as everything seemed to be getting away from me for a moment back then & only after a single week & complete day of legwork, I have the possibility to take on five doors instead. Well I impressed myself anyway.:)...Lets hope the luck keeps up now.
Two of the doors have been varified & contract meeting will be sorted this coming Thursday for Paperwork.I even managed to hold 14 Lads already on the firm's staff that requested to transfer once paperworks thru.
Im pretty pleased...I knew I could do it & so I did.



Thats pretty much All the good news I have at this point in time,...
Alas I Also have a bit of negativity in me today for a simple reason which if Im off with anyone in my presenting myself to ya over this weekend, then its not you as its me & not meant to cause any upset at all to anyone.I think I'll just try keeping my head low in the club later or sit in the corner & lose myself in wasted mode or something. Oh the reason is simple & that my daughter lives in the States with her mother & has done for these past couple of years now & Im Not in Any Contact at all with her since they moved over there so today is her 12th birthday & its put me not on a downer as such but more of a defensive stance atm, so if Im at all in Any way Out of Order to Anyone over the next couple of days I apologise now & hope its not held against me or taken to heart.

(found this old flyer & had to post it for others to see?)

I'll still be trying to be my normal self (yeah your right....a grumpy grey haired old git then! but I will try a bit better to be less pissed off all the time & more relaxed, well thats the plan in theory anyway as I can be a cunt or pain to some & I know it & others will just have me as my old normal self or normal ways so no change there then.Easy exscuse to Stay completely blitzed over weekend tho I suppose aint it, definatly a reason that gives me justification for abusing everything I find,hehe..hmm!), well anyway thats it for now as



I gotta go get ready for work tonight in a sec as Im covering Mick Monsta again this evening down at the INTREPID FOX Pub on Wardour Street, Soho tonight from 19:00 til Close around 23:30 or there abouts I suppose then off to Slimes.



Hope All have a Good weekend & enjoy whatever plans you have made for yourselves and remember that Synthetic Culture is next friday too...right Im off to do chill for a bit first b4 sorting gear out for work.
Stay Well,Every Single One Of You I refer to by that aswell..."Fight For Your Right To Party" as the Beastie Boys say.



See ya after the weekend probably as normal.
Available for contact via my mobile : 07985-730467 :
Or visit the boozer I live at otherwise & ask behind the bar for me instead , details of where we are can be found ast following link: www.individualpubs.co.uk/oakdale
Oakdale Arms, My Place pictured below:


I dont care about posting the info, I got nothing to hide & Im actually Proud of it for a change.
Have Fun All, Later!



I Wish I Had An Angel

I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I`m in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight

Deep into a dying day
I took a step outside an innocent heart
Prepare to hate me fall when I may
This night will hurt you like never before

Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder

I wish...

I`m going down so frail `n cruel
Drunken disguise changes all the rules

Old loves...

I Wish...

Greatest thrill
Not to kill
But to have the prize of the night
Hypocrite
Wannabe friend
13th disciple who betrayed me for nothing!

Last dance, first kiss
Your touch my bliss
Beauty always comes with dark thoughts

I wish...



Been trying to figure out a logo for the firm, must be in red,white & black only so if anyones any good at designing stuff send me some ideas please to look over, thanks?

Just to clarify something that needs to be said.
My headfuck situation is as bad as ever but I aint getting myself down over it coz Im still partying hard with many friends day & night or be it as much as I can while life lets me atm.

But, I dont appreciate wind-ups that have been sent my way to which have Pissed Me Off Severly over this past weekend. Im not a fan of mind games or crap like that as I prefer to always just be straight with everyone & direct. There's no use alying ( unless for a worthy cause that benefits those involved ) as the truth shall always be found out one way or another in the end, so it really makes no sense to lie to people when talking to them or as recent people have shown me, to try & rub my face in it with facts they know fuck all about as it dont concern them in the first place.
So what do I care about hearing the opinion of someone else who comes upto me & confronts me face to face when they dont know the full story?...I dont, simple as that!

And also to those upon which this does concern ( you know who you are ), I REALLY Hate having My buttons pushed when you rub it all in my face & make me feel really depressed coz you think its funny or a great way to earn yourself a pat on yer own back or some shit like that coz it fucking aint. So here's to you fuckers...

The only thing it's sure to bring you is a Fuck Hard Slap, like others have felt recently!


My Headfuck problem tho, I have decided is My problem and NOT suitable in Any part to be aired upon here as I had previously stated when offering up for further counsel. I was wrong to write such a comment & should have thought more clearly toward that which I was posting before acting to hasty & now leaving myself open to retract the comment. Sorry!.


As for finer things in life, namely Sin ( & the info expressed before this post), I just wish to point out the following:
Yes My relationship with Sin is at an end though I still wish it to be otherwise, but thats neither here nor there as we both just hit a void in our relationship that could not be overcome as our individual personalities clashed to often. I have no feeling of ill will towards Sin at all & Pray she finds the Happiness she truly wants because that which I had to offer was unsuitable for her needs & I cant blame her for that. My feelings towards her shall always be the same & I hope all others take no side against another in this personal matter which may lead to graver outcomes.

Sin is a Wonderfull person & a Spectacular Mother...Sin has the looks of an Angel & her Heart is too big too mention.

Sin is constantly helping friends first Before the Needs of Herself & should be Appreciated for this.

Sin is a Very resourcefull person, Great Cook, & Loving Partner ( to whom ever should be so lucky in the future!).

Sin also is an Amazingly Talented Musician, Breathtaking Dancer & has a unique Attention to details in business.

Sin will Always have My Admiration & Love, along with my anger to defend her whenever the need should arise.

Sin also it must be said, Packs a Hell of a Punch as I felt myself when she broke 1 of my ribs during a play fight.

Sin is Very much of a Good Friend & will be Missed, Yet all Sin need do is call if she should want someone to talk to.

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 100%

Lust: 100%

Wrath: 100%

Greed: 80%

Pride: 60%

Gluttony: 40%

Sloth: 40%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 74%

You will die in a duel.

Now that Everything is set straight & All warnings have been issued...Im off to get completely Shit~Faced on Another Planet!

So many things have come to pass in these past few months that trying to understand them all each in turn, one on top of the other has become a mewntal headfuck for me atm, So Im trying to subdue this confusion by getting as completely wasted as possible, & obviously because all the happiness I shared with razorangel_sin went tits up (pete tong if ya like, clue: he be a dj too) because of my imperfections Im blamed for apparently...(yeah whatever)...caused a rather negative break up, So now Im Single again but dont mind at all, coz I had a feeling something wernt right for a while, which has confused me by the outcome of events that transpired when I know of facts that depict actions of the contrary...which as you can imagine has confused me to fuck, so instead of letting it get me down...I just have to party harder,lol.

If I dont come to a conclusion soon maybe I should throw it open to hear others counsel which can give me some clarity & peace of mind Once & for all.



Going back to the Nightwatch now anyhow, that should keep me busy for a while.



So many things dont add up at this time in my head its confusing feck outtta me totally trying to understand?



,........but a request to fight was asked of me & so I shall.



Take Care All For Now,Cya Next Time From.....

After a semi-boring & almost un-eventfull night working the door in upper street last night, I finally satisfied my thirst after hours while partying with friends through the night until todays mid-morning.
Tonight Im working down the Litten Tree by Old Street roundabout from 7pm til 12am & be able to goto Slimes nice & Early for a change.
I also Ran into 'Flux' Stu in the dawning hours this morning too.
Well up for work tonight now,...Now I Feel 1 Step Closer to Great!



Currently bouncing around in a GOOD mood listening to 'Paul Glazby's - Hostile'...Theres Only 1 Thing to say to that...?



Right time to start getting my shit together & get ready for tonights shift at work :






Hopefully see some of ya later down Slimes then but if not then probably at the Islington Academy tomorrow If by what Im told theres a gig on Im supposed to be going to, or if anyone finds themselves at a loose end tomorrow morning then come join us down the Blue Sunflower (www.bluesunflower.com) for our normal sunday mash up session.



(My next post will be around Tuesday when my brain lands after the weekend I reckon,lol)
Have A Good Weekend All Otherwise....Later.

Some people make me laugh they really do,lol.
Your enemy is weakest when they believe they're safest.lol.



LOL....The Fun Starts Tonight!...Closure Attained for All Problems Too!



Its a NEW Life ahead of Parties, Drugs, Booze & Fun ( on ALL Levels ) to look forward to.



Just Been confirmed by family that they're gonna see about sorting me another Yank motor for either during or just after the Summer too as Santa Pod visits are well behind schedule & I gotta catch up on all my motoring out-tings too.
The future looks brighter than ever.:)
LOL


(so many intresting pics to show in near future too, that everyone should like,LOL...I can be Evil too...LOL).

Ive just spent the night sorting out a few plans for the weekend which look set to make it a most enjoyable time that I do currently look forward too I must admit...A long awaited fight is just around the corner & I know I cant fail while defending the truth,lol.
Yes, tonight before work I must go train & help put me in practice for the weeks of confrontation ahead.Im quite looking forward to it.
Well, for the past night anyway, I have watched three movies to which I purchased yesterday:
a) Stealth : dodgy '12' rated action flick, typical sceptic flick.
b) Wasabi : stars Jean Reno, Like THE PROFESSIONAL (the 1994 Besson-Reno film)
c) Quills : Academy Award Winner Geoffery Rush stars as the infamous Marquis de Sade who has shocked generation after generation with his highly charged erotic writings. Rush's powerful performance is supported by an exceptional ensemble cast, including the seductive Kate Winslet, rising star Joaquin Phoenix and Academy Award Winner Micheal Caine.Imprisoned from the world in an asylum, the prolific Marquis crafts his tales of perversion with the help of a chambermaid, the beautiful and innocent Madeleine. When their relationship is discovered it results in a disturbing and provocative confrontation between one man's freedom of expression and the State's need for control.Starring:Kate Winslet , Michael Caine , Joaquin Phoenix , Billie Whitelaw , Geoffrey Rush , Patrick Malahide , Amelia Warner , Stephen Moyer.
Quills, is Fricking A' - Well worth a watch.
Well anyway, tonight after training I gotta goto work then shall be venturing off on a club crawl for a change to get totally wasted & forget the pressures that the world has to throw at me atm,lol.
Any Exscuse for a Party I suppose.
Inferno probably then the studio for a change,hahaha...
Looking forward to the future with excitement hehehe...
What goes Up Must Come Down......Eventually!.

And now time for something completely different:

Angels & Demons

They walk among us in everyday life
Their wings tucked, Away from sight,
They watch over us & everything we do
Their games played, while we sleep at night.

All our actions noted in their Great book
That go down in pages, covering all time,
To be our Judgement infront of the gates
Ready to damn us for every single crime.

Every breathe taken by every single soul
Watched over judgementally, for all Sinners,
So that Hell may know its coming Demons
While Angels only, become lifes winner's.

I am here to test You, Always in every way
The mark of Souls, for the poor & the rich,
Angels & Demons are here watching You All
But Can You Tell, Which Is Which?

Looks like the hunt begins this weekend for those who stand accused........mwahahaha!
:)
For The Honour Of The Fight!

Just been told by my flat mate that tonight at 01.23, we have to be up & about to toast the time as it shall be 01.23 on the 4th of the 5th 06 : 0123456 !
HOW COOLS THAT!

Going to get trashed in about 5minutes as bugger all else going on atm.

Well, its Saturday again & Im hoping everyone is trying to have the best weekend that ya can obviously?..
If Not, Why Not?...If So...Keep going then!
I finished working for my old firm now due to their screw ups (yet again) have left myself & other doorstaff well out of pocket from unpaid wages disappearing.Each person lost a sizeable amount which is un-accountable for too...so thats really screwed things up for myself & others recently.
So Ive had to kick myself back into gear & stop dossing round waiting for the pay-up thats not gonna happen...& get out there to find another contract to take on...which has been stressfull as Feck so I aint been able to keep my mind on my work in other area's & been giving a snappy attitude to a few people in the recent past (for which I apologise), what with All that & other stuff that has been distracting me too, I been well of track & quite touchy at times...so Sorry if you been on the recieving end of that in the past few months but hopefully thats all going to be sorted now coz' I actually managed to sort another door job out.Yaaa-haaay! :) ...And enrolled in flatmates training class too so have also found a vent to cast my anger towards if it gets too much again, & not at those around me..yaa~haay!
So off to cover Mick Monsta (as he feelin a lil' poorly atm...Aaaaawwww!) down the Intrepid Fox tonight in place of the job I did have organised as that one was on the cards to be a nasty number & I knew it.But it may still come about in the near future once the refurb is finished too so it aint that bad,...the higher the risk,the higher the wedge is all I have to think,lol. Moneys Money at the end of the day really aint it.I'll do nearly anything for the right price,lol (nearly anything!).
What a turn up I have just had a job offered on the phone to me for thurs,fri & sat nights in Tower Hill which will tie me over till the refurb pub is up & running again.....this is a pain, why is it when Im desperate to work somewhere that no-ones got nothing but as soon as I take a relief shift for mick Im called now for the 3rd time in 15mins requesting me to work elsewhere?...Its like waiting for a bus...nothing for ages then all at once comes one after the other,damn!
Well, thanks to that last call thats my plans for tomorrow now sorted too, after Slimelights tonight & hookin' up with 'Cyco & Max' in the morning down the Studio for a while,...it'll be off to either work (if we want too?) or just simply Socialise down KoKo for the day at Electrofest...this weekends just getting better & better.Its about frickin' time,lol.
If ya dont have plans for Bank Holiday Monday either...it may be worth heading either to The Oh Bar on Camden High Street or the G Lounge bar by the Dev in Camden to see some bands play if ya so want too, as Micks just informed me he has both venues going at once catering for a few different bands each.One will be probably Rock orientated again like the Oh bar I think normally handles that stuff while the G Lounge will take on the Metal & Heavier styles Im sure.Well thats judging by how it usually happens for his plans on bank holidays anyway, but we all know Mick lacks the power to tell everyone regardless wether he thinks he has or not that its even happening in the first place?
Mick has just phoned,...again to say "robby, make a mention that both venues are open Bank Holiday Monday from 16.30 til 01.00 please mate while ya on the 'puter!...cheers all".
Well there ya have it....'Intrepid Fox' tonight then onto 'Slimes' then afterwards onto the 'sunfdlower studio' to meet up with others & onto KoKo's too.Where can we go between koko and bank holiday monday band-fest tho?.......The mind wonders, have to think about that one for a while me tinx?.
Have a good weekend all,take it easy.Later! :)

It did approach but looks like it passed me by.......forgotten.
Aaaaaaawwwwwwwwww!


Shit Happens! LOL

"War Of The Worlds" approaches........?

I should lay off the alcohol somewhat I think as posts are becoming harder & harder to remember posting,lol.

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Now what should I do with that I wonder?

Right, Gonna be bloody quick today coz after so bloody long staying awake, I can mentally & physically feel myself about ready to crash on the spot, so must be quick as poss?
If Anyones got any requests they want played at Synthetic Culture tomorrow night for when I play either the Metal floor or The Middle Floor Last Set, then plz List em below & give me a rough idea of what to bring with me coz Im so Knackered right now my mind is a total Blank when it came to preparing my gear a while ago....So ideas or requests would make it easier for me once I get up again.Cheers!
< I Am Completely Drained...Crashing Out for a bit Now...:>




Sleep scares me!